20.11.2019

dont let the loneliness bite you.
but it does
it chews away at my insides.
im a shell to the rest of the world.
i wish i could be more than automatic.

spines, spines everywhere!
but not a single one to spare.

only people who dont know my face know who i am.

i talk to no one.
im close to no one.
i havent sunk my teeth into the worlds flesh.

im ungrounded.
i could leave without warning
and it would be like i was never there

im speechless.
im motionless.
i dont know how to.

can a be a person?
for once?
why cant i know.