trauma breeds such trauma-bringers.
but never excuses. never forgiveness:
i’ll never forgive any of you.
all i can hope is to
never become you.
i’ll never be
photography – 29.03.2021
and here we have. this display of. .-this-.
one book.
one note.
one site.
one page.
one whole collection.
mutually assured Demolition
                                                                                                 Perpetuation
one whole collection
tucked .between. coversof
purehaze … morningfog
and all for
the useless drain
we never could get anywhere
from here
but down
then oscillate
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and it never ends
.until.
this sweet carbon-monoxide lullaby
sing me to sleep
tucked between covers of
despondent.
drags straight
back up
to embers.
and we surface again
and it’s a head-lining tragedy
………….
if you’re successful enough
if you’re sick enough
you know i used …  to wish                                                                          i could
But -then-  i was foolish                                                                  now i’m just at the threshold                                                                                              …
how terrible-y romantic
how cold-pale-waxy blue
blur all the lines
self/trigger/hair/trigger
and down we go.
hare/trigger.
run.
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